happysleep ring.

i got my ring today from happysleep. i think i'm supposed to put it on my finger before i go to sleep, but i'm not really sure if i'm supposed to open an app on my phone before i put it on. it's going to monitor my heart beat while i sleep.. so i'm not really sure if there's something possibly wrong with my heart too (which would explain why it flutters frequently- although it hasn't been fluttering as much since i avoid talking to or about my mom..). pretty fuckin sad that a person's mother could give them so much anxiety they cause their hearts to beat irregularly. i've had to go to the emergency room a few times when i lived in burnsville because i was concerned about it. WHAT EXCUSES DO YOU HAVE FOR THAT, FLYING MONKEY?! condoning your abusive aunt won't get you anywhere. it may cause me to have heart problems or a stroke though! *CLAPS* KEEP IT UP!.. ALL you're proving to me by enabling their abuse is that you don't give a shit about me. *sigh* whatever. the love i typically receive from family- that and stalking the shit outta me like my sister and other family members. i don't even have an exciting life but i can't seem to take a shit without certain family members being interested in it- PSST. THAT AIN'T GONNA GET YOU ANYWHERE EITHER. i can hear the other flying monkey saying, "WELL IF SHE WENT TO COURAGE KENNY- SHE WOULDN'T HAVE A FLUTTERING HEART!".. no, i'm pretty sure when i was going to courage kenny, i had to go to the emergency room as well for a fluttering heart. *CLAPS* A BAD HEART.. YOU KNOW WHAT THAT COULD USE?! COURAGE KENNY! RIGHT?! WE LEARNED THAT IN BEAUTY SCHOOL, SO IT'S GOTTA BE TRUE! I'LL TELL HER "YOU GOT THIS!" AND THAT'LL MAKE HER HEART BEAT REGULARLY!